I haven't posted anything in a while. I don't really have anything interesting to say. I started spring semester on January 15. I'll be honest, I'm disappointed with my classes. I know school shouldn't always be fun, but I regret minoring in Spanish and not in theater. I'm taking a Spanish literature class,a Spanish culture class, a film class and an online class. I am really disappointed with my film class this semester. It's not hands on like my class from last semester, it's more of a lecture class. That class along with Spanish literature are my least favorites. Lucky for me, my online class is really easy and I'm enjoying my Hispanic culture class because it's discussion based. I miss my film class from last semester. I learned a lot and realized that editing is something I really enjoy. Ok enough of the school talk...
I've been doing a lot of thinking about friendships. Some I just wonder if they are really worth it. I'll just leave it at that.
I have also realized that I have feelings for a guy who will never read this. He's Twitterless. It's been a while since I've liked someone after my last relationship. I really have avoided any chance of relationship since 2011 because my last one was not a good one. I friend zoned some guys because I was afraid and now they're in relationships. It sucks to like someone who is taken. I frown upon people who try to sabotage relationships, so I would never do that and I would never tell him that I like him. I'm too scared lol.
Alright blog readers, let's talk money now. Something my friends have had a really hard time understanding is that I am trying to not go out to eat as much and to save money. I am dirt poor, but I am trying to save up for a Macbook pro. Anyone involved in the film industry needs a Macbook Pro. C'mon now! I'm also saving up $900 for a catalittic converter or whatever that's called. My car needs a new one and the check engine light will not shut off until I replace it. My friends have been taking me denying them in going out as rejection.
On a happy note, I made the Dean's list last semester. It's amazing how much your grades can improve after you rid yourself of negative aspects in your life. I've been working for this one family for sixteen months and I swear I have not had one bad day with them. The kids are angels. They have not once been put in time out. The family got me Uggs for Christmas. They have always shown so much appreciation to me and I'm so grateful to have them in my life.
Last topic, I started a pill 30 days ago. It's not because something is wrong with me, it's because of my skin insecurities. It completely rids your face of breakouts. The dermatologist prescribed it to me. My skin has never been that bad. I can't say that I've had the worst breakouts ever. I have inherited an occasional and noticeable but not horrid breakout every so often. I'm 22 and I've pretty much tried everything and nothing has permanently gotten rid of my small and random breakouts. I'm at that point where I just don't want to get breakouts anymore. This pill dries your skin out tremendously and it's a process for sure. You're on this pill for a few months and you have to get blood work once a month to make sure this pill is not ruining your organs. I HATE NEEDLES. Every time they take my blood and stick a needle in the blood will stop flowing into the vile and they have to insert it again. I hate it so much. It's a serious pill, I had paperwork to sign. There are some scary side effects that can occur. but lucky for me my only side effect is really dry skin. I have had friends who have taken this pill and they look like models now. I have seen quite an improvement and I am thrilled and just to be clear this is not BC it's more hardcore.
I don't know why I shared this with the internet, but I just felt like venting and writing. Thanks for reading.